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Christmas

Sat Dec 26, 2009, 6:32 PM
  • Mood: Cheerful
  • Listening to: Anime music (Sonic & Bleach)
  • Reading: my journal
  • Watching: computer screen
  • Eating: Pizza
Okay. Here's the real update.;)

This week on Monday, I went to the Dells with my parents. We stayed at a hotel with an indoor waterpark and it turned out to be a lot more fun than I thought it'd be. I'm not going to explain why I didn't wanna go.>> It's personal.^^; But anyway... I got to go on a few tube slides with my parents. One of them the family sized raft. It was pretty fun. Not as much fun as I'd usually have but still good.:) Then there was the wave pool, which I wasn't so found of for too long.^^; There's always too many people in the pool and you get pushed around a lot (which is probably why my neck and back hurt so much ^^; ). But then it was fun to feel like your at the beach.=D I also went in the jacuzzi to relax and then the lazy river.

While at the hotel, I got to make ginger bread cookies with my mom. I know, sounds weird in a hotel, but we have one of those bigger rooms since my dad bought timeshare from the hotel we're staying at. It's kinda like your own little condo. It's pretty nice.:) I'd live there if I could.xD But anyway... I got a little creative with the cookies. I made a Sonic and Shadow cookie.;p I'll have to post it on here soon. And then I was in for a little surprise. My mom let me open some of my Christmas presents early. I was more surprised about actually getting something though. I was told that my dad wasn't giving me any gifts but he bought me the Mario and Sonic Winter Olympics game that I wanted.:dance: You can not believe how excited I was.=D And being me, I brought the wii along so I got to play a little bit of it. I found it to be a lot more fun and easier than the first game. The only downside was the loading screens. Blame SEGA for that.:XD: Otherwise I think it's pretty cool.:thumbsup: I also got prisma colored pencils from mi madre and a comic book for the bible.xD Wasn't expecting that one, but it's cool.^^ I'm really happy with the colored pencils thought, cause now I can color the rest of Shadow. Oh wait, I already did.XD Well I'll be posting that shortly.

Anyway... On Christmas I got one of those Disney MP3 players. It's called a Disney Mix Max. You can play movies, put photos on it, and music. I'm not sure how to put the movies on it yet, but my dad downloaded music to it.:) It's alright. Not an ipod, but that's alright with me. At least it's one step up from my CD player.xD I seriously need to get out more. I feel like I'm waaaaay behind when it comes to technology.xD But at least I have a computer. Other things I got were a monkey robe (yayz!XD), new sweaters, camii's (sp?), candy, a new calendar, lotion, shower gels, slipper socks, and mola from my grandpa. He gave me $700.:omfg: Yes, my face was exactly that. Definitely going in my savings for school, although I wouldn't mind using some of it.;p But not too much. I most definitely thanked him for that and gave him a big hug.=D

So that's about it. Now I'm just looking forward to the next episode of Bleach. I finally caught up in the show.xD And I still have all my unfinished drawings and artwork. I finally finished Uryuu though, so that's good. Just gotta color him and then I can post this baby. Not sure what's next.:yum: Silver? Then there's of course school in a couple weeks. January 19th I think. I'm really nervous about going back cause I haven't been feeling too well for the past month.:( I have a heard time breathing at times and I keep coughing a lot. I'm not sure if it's just from being in the house so much or if I'm actually sick. It's confusing.>< But hopefully once I start going to school I should be fine.:please: I'll probably go back to the doctor though just in case. I guess I'll find out what's going soon.:sigh:

Well, enough about me.xD How bout you guys? How was everyone's Christmas? I hope it went well.:)

ttyl

~Caro

----------------

Hey guys! I just wanted to know. How many of you that watch me are Shadouge fans? Because the :iconshadougewriters: club that has been inactive for quite a while is now up and running again. If any one of you are interested in writing stories for it or would like to support it, please feel free to head over there and find out more about it. Also, if you know any of your friends that are fans of that pairing, please don't hesitate to ask them.

--------------

Info on Dojinshi series:

My friend :iconblaze-fire-kitty:, :iconmewcinnamon: , and I are trying to put a team together to work on a dojinshi series. The series are based around cats but it’s genres are mystery, horror, fantasy, and romance. The name of the first series we’ll be working on is called Tokubetsu no Densetsu (aka Special's Legend). Also, we may be working on other projects in the near future.

We already have someone to write and draw the light novel, as well as two editors ( me & :iconmewcinnamon:). However, we’re still looking for someone for computer programming to put the visual novel together, and someone who can make the art for the game.

If anyone is interested in joining, keep in mind that you’ll need to be available online often and willing to put a lot of work and commitment into this project. Also, if you have any questions or concerns, please feel free to send a not or message to :icon blaze-fire-kitty: or email her at x3fernyx3@gmail.com.

---------

~*Close Friends on DA*~

:iconallhailshadow::iconshadowthehedgehogzx::iconamigurl::iconciel-hedgehog: :iconshadowpwnlord9999::iconblaze-fire-kitty::iconcaligurl1225::iconcaroamy::iconnaetara-the-turtle::iconcarkki::iconsonicstorm2::iconsummergal7::iconpunjabijoka::iconsaia-kirr::icondarkshelby101::iconsheikra-th::iconcnc16::iconshadows-angel-zia11::iconshadouge4eva::iconfurox::iconmel-meiko-mei-ling::icontopazcandy::iconextwist::iconsirensoul-alchemist::iconjames319::iconshadowamypunk::icontheshowstopperlive::iconmalicona::iconmm-12::iconlaraganone::iconlunar-cloud::iconpichulover20::iconprinsess-blaze: :iconflyingmonkeyofoz::iconainashadox::iconbloomblitz::icontaleea:


~*Clubs I'm in*~

:iconshadougewriters: :iconshadow-lovers-club: :iconamyfans: :iconsapphire-passion: :iconshadowxrouge: :iconfeifanclub: :iconsonicunleashedfans:


~*Stories I've written*~

~:bulletblue: Finding Sonic:bulletblue: ~

Prologue: [link]
Chp. 1: [link]
Chp. 2: [link]
Chp 3: [link]
Chp. 4: [link]
Chp. 5: [link]
Chp. 6: [link]
Chp. 7: [link]
Chp. 8: [link]
Chp. 9: [link]
Chp.10: [link]
Chp.11: [link]
Chp.12: [link]
Chp.13: [link]
Chp.14: [link]

~:bulletgreen:Finding Sonic 2:bulletgreen:~

Chapter 1: [link]
Chapter 2: [link]

~:bulletblue: Return of Metal Sonic :bulletblue:~

Chp.1: [link]
Chp.2: [link]
Chp.3: [link]
Chp.4: [link]
Chp.5: [link]
Chp.6: [link]
Chp.7: [link]

:bulletred:~Shadow’s Love For Another~:bulletred:

Note: I'm planning to revise the entire story, but I will keep the old one on here for now.

Chp.1: [link]
Chp.2: [link]
Chp.3: [link]
Chp.4: [link]
Chp.5: [link]
Chp.6: [link]
Chp.7: [link]
Chp.8: [link]


~:bulletred:The Adventures of Caroline & Shadow~:bulletred:

Chp. 1: [link]
Chp.2: [link]
Chp.3: [link]
Chp4: [link]
Chp5: [link]
Chp.6: [link]
Chp.7: [link]
Chp.8: [link]
Chp.9: [link]
Chp.10: [link]
Chp.11: [link]
Epilogue: [link]

~:bulletred: My Shadouge Story (oneshot) :bulletred:~

[link]

~:bulletpurple: What ever Happened to Blaze? :bulletpurple:~
Chp.1: [link]

:snowflake: Sonic Christmas Story:snowflake:

Chapter 1: [link]

Chapter 2: [link]

:bulletblue: My Sonic Unleashed Story :bulletblue:

Chapter 1: [link]
Chapter 2: [link]

:xmas: A Christmas Gift :xmas:

[link]

Quick Update

Thu Dec 24, 2009, 10:56 PM
Hey Guys/gals!=D It's been some time since my last update. Not too long, but still... I thought I'd wish you all a very Merry Christmas and a Happy New year!;) I know it's not the new year yet, but better now then never, cause I know I'll forget to mention it.XD ^^; Another thing I might add is that I changed my icon to my Sonamy Christmas pic and then I added some snowflakes to it from photobucket. It makes it look more Christmas like with 'em, since you can't really see the background all that well. But anyway...:yum: I'll talk to you all later. I'm getting a bit tired and I don't have much to say at the moment. I'll write to you all tomorrow. Well... Maybe.xD

Talk to you later peeps.:wave:

~Caro

  • Mood: Cheerful

So much for a short update.lol

Journal Entry: Sat Nov 21, 2009, 12:53 PM

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Hey guys! Just a short update. I didn't end up going bowling last week. I was actually worried about going and wondering what I was going to say to everyone, but it turns out it was all for nothing. And you know what? When I went to church that day, I actually felt like I wanted to go.lol Funny huh? But anyway... I guess not everyone knew about this outing because it wasn't advertised. I sounds like we'll be rescheduling something to do with the guys though. Dunno if it'll still be bowling or not, but it will probably be next year since everyone's really busy during this time of year. Thanksgiving and whatnot. But anyway... I'm wondering where this will led and if I'll be okay with it next time. All I can really do is pray about it and hope for the best. I just hate that I have to get so worked up over things like this.>>

Besides that though, I think I've gotten a little inspiration for my Return of Metal Sonic story. The idea still lingers there to write something, but I just don't know how to put my words together. Writing has been very difficult for me lately. Maybe it's a good thing that I'm taking a Creative Writing class next semester.^^; But yeah... If any of you could help me out with this, I'd really appreciate it. Things just haven't been too easy for me lately and I don't know why.:( The only thing that has been good for me is the fact that I'm trying to talk to more of my friends. Still not getting out as much as I'd hope, but that's partially my fault. I get really lazy at times.^^; Hopefully that will change a bit next year since I'll be going back to school again, but I'm sure it's bound to happen.lol I'm just that kind of laid back person. I don't like to do a lot, but then sometimes I do. I dunno. I'm weird like that, but what else is new.>> lol So yeah... I'm signed up for two classes next Spring. Drawing II & Creative Writing. I know that I should probably be excited about these two classes, but I'm really nervous and worried inside.:( I just don't know how to be happy about something before thinking of the negative sides of things. I wish it would just leave me be, but it still lingers. All I can really do is try to ignore it and hope for the best. Cause in the end, now that I see that I'm started to get a talent for both writing and drawing, I have to keep trying. I don't know where it'll end up, but I know it'll be worth it.:)

Lastly, I would like to add that I will be posting pictures of my paintings on here. Now, I know you'll probably wonder why Jack Sparrow is unfinished, and I wonder that too. I'm not sure if it's lack of motivation or laziness, but I just really don't feel like working on it. I think it's just something I have to make myself do, but we'll see. The other two are finished though, as well as my three charcoal drawings. I'm really wondering what you guys will think.:yum:

Also, I still have those sketches to post. The lineart for one of my Silver drawings is almost done, but not quite there yet. I'm finished with the lineart for one of my friends pictures that she said I could color (it's a baby Silver one. Very cute.^^[link]) so I still have to color, shade, and highlight. Then there's my badass Shadow the Hedgehog pic that I started coloring. I realize that I didn't have the right color for his skin tone though, so I'll have to go to the store and find the right colored pencil. I really think that it would be easier to do this on photoshop, but I still wanna color it so, yeah...lol I'll do that and now that I think of it, I could look for a color for my moth chara as well. For those of you that would like to see that colored, cheers for you.=D Also, I really want to finish my one Sonamy Christmas pic. I think it's turning out really cute and I don't want to ignore it. I think I might make the deadline for Christmas. I also have a short story to go along with it, so I think that it would work perfectly. There's a few others as well, but I think these are what's at the top of my mind right now. If I wanna work on the others, I'll do so.

So yeah... Now that I read through this all, I'm beginning to wonder why I was bored in the first place.XD When I really stop to think about it, I do have a lot to work on. I just gotta make the time for it and work on it.;)

Let's hope things will work out for me.

Oh! One more thing! My permit test is coming up soon. Gotta make sure that I'm ready. Wish me luck!:)

Also, thank you to whoever made the CSS for this Journal! I love it!=D I'm also reveling in the fact that I figured out how to use it.^^; Silly me. This has been on for a while now and it was quite simple to upload. I wonder how long I have before it's gone. Me likey the CSS.:( XD


Edit: Can Anyone tell me why the CSS for this Journal doesn't fit on the page? I'm confused and would like to fix it if possible. I don't know how though.^^;

ttyl

~The crazy Caro;p



Hey guys! I just wanted to know. How many of you that watch me are Shadouge fans? Because the :iconshadougewriters: club that has been inactive for quite a while is now up and running again. If any one of you are interested in writing stories for it or would like to support it, please feel free to head over there and find out more about it. Also, if you know any of your friends that are fans of that pairing, please don't hesitate to ask them.

Info on Dojinshi series:

My friend :iconblaze-fire-kitty:, :iconmewcinnamon: , and I are trying to put a team together to work on a dojinshi series. The series are based around cats but it’s genres are mystery, horror, fantasy, and romance. The name of the first series we’ll be working on is called Tokubetsu no Densetsu (aka Special's Legend). Also, we may be working on other projects in the near future.

We already have someone to write and draw the light novel, as well as two editors ( me & :iconmewcinnamon:). However, we’re still looking for someone for computer programming to put the visual novel together, and someone who can make the art for the game.

If anyone is interested in joining, keep in mind that you’ll need to be available online often and willing to put a lot of work and commitment into this project. Also, if you have any questions or concerns, please feel free to send a not or message to :icon blaze-fire-kitty: or email her at x3fernyx3@gmail.com.


~*Close Friends on DA*~

:iconallhailshadow::iconshadowthehedgehogzx::iconamigurl::iconciel-hedgehog: :iconshadowpwnlord9999::iconblaze-fire-kitty::iconcaligurl1225::iconcaroamy::iconnaetara-the-turtle::iconcarkki::iconsonicstorm2::iconsummergal7::iconpunjabijoka::iconsaia-kirr::icondarkshelby101::iconsheikra-th::iconcnc16::iconshadows-angel-zia11::iconshadouge4eva::iconfurox::iconmel-meiko-mei-ling::icontopazcandy::iconextwist::iconsirensoul-alchemist::iconjames319::iconshadowamypunk::icontheshowstopperlive::iconmalicona::iconmm-12::iconlaraganone::iconlunar-cloud::iconpichulover20::iconprinsess-blaze: :iconflyingmonkeyofoz::iconainashadox::iconbloomblitz::icontaleea:


~*Clubs I'm in*~

:iconshadougewriters: :iconshadow-lovers-club: :iconamyfans: :iconsapphire-passion: :iconshadowxrouge: :iconfeifanclub: :iconsonicunleashedfans:


~*Stories I've written*~

~:bulletblue: Finding Sonic:bulletblue: ~

Prologue: [link]
Chp. 1: [link]
Chp. 2: [link]
Chp 3: [link]
Chp. 4: [link]
Chp. 5: [link]
Chp. 6: [link]
Chp. 7: [link]
Chp. 8: [link]
Chp. 9: [link]
Chp.10: [link]
Chp.11: [link]
Chp.12: [link]
Chp.13: [link]
Chp.14: [link]

~:bulletblue:Finding Sonic 2:bulletblue:~

Chapter 1: [link]
Chapter 2: [link]

~:bulletred: Return of Metal Sonic :bulletred:~

Chp.1: [link]
Chp.2: [link]
Chp.3: [link]
Chp.4: [link]
Chp.5: [link]
Chp.6: [link]
Chp.7: [link]

~Shadow’s Love For Another~

Note: I'm planning to revise the entire story, but I will keep the old one on here for now.

Chp.1: [link]
Chp.2: [link]
Chp.3: [link]
Chp.4: [link]
Chp.5: [link]
Chp.6: [link]
Chp.7: [link]
Chp.8: [link]


~The Adventures of Caroline & Shadow~

Chp. 1: [link]
Chp.2: [link]
Chp.3: [link]
Chp4: [link]
Chp5: [link]
Chp.6: [link]
Chp.7: [link]
Chp.8: [link]
Chp.9: [link]
Chp.10: [link]
Chp.11: [link]
Epilogue: [link]

~:bulletred: My Shadouge Story (oneshot) :bulletred:~

[link]

~:bulletpurple: What ever Happened to Blaze? :bulletpurple:~
Chp.1: [link]

:snowflake: Sonic Christmas Story:snowflake:

Chapter 1: [link]

Chapter 2: [link]

:bulletblue: My Sonic Unleashed Story :bulletblue:

Chapter 1: [link]
Chapter 2: [link]








  • Mood: Excited
  • Listening to: Animal I have become-Three Days Grace
  • Reading: my journal
  • Watching: nothing
  • Playing: Sonic 06' (Shocking right?O.O Not for me.lol)
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: nothing

What I did for Halloween and more

Mon Nov 9, 2009, 6:36 PM
  • Mood: Annoyed
  • Listening to: Sonic Unleashed-Holaska Day
  • Reading: my journal
  • Watching: Vampire Diaries
  • Playing: Sonic Unleashed
  • Eating: not feeling too good.:(
  • Drinking: water
Hey guys! Just thought I'd fill in on what I did for Halloween this year, which turned out to be a lot more fun than I thought it would be.^^ I went to my friend Ashley's house and dressed up as Sally from the Nightmare before Christmas. I did this last year as well, but I never got to wear it to a party or anything so I figured I'd wear it again. I was in for a surprise when I came over to my friend’s house, because my one friend Theresa, whom I haven’t seen in a few years showed up. I was so happy to see her and we both gave each other hugs.=D It was kinda funny actually. I really should spend some time with her again soon. But anyway… I surprised Ashley and her friends by bringing over the pumpkin that I carved for Halloween. They were all surprised by my work and I was surprised that they all took pictures of it. At first, I didn’t want to bring it over but since I didn’t want to leave it outside at home to get ruined by someone, I figured I’d bring it in her house for the party. Well I’m glad I brought it with, because everyone enjoyed it.^^ Later we went trick or treating around the block and could only go for so long since trick or treating ends at 7 o‘clock, which sucks, but hey, we did got candy.;p Then when we came back and we hung out for awhile at Ashley’s, ate pizza, played on her pool table, danced to some music, played Clue, and finally I crashed.xD No, not really. But I was tired. I don’t know why, but lately, I’ve been really tired, and it didn’t help that I had caffeine that night. I couldn’t go to bed and ended up not going to church the next day ^^;. But I guess that’s reasonable. All and all, it was a great time for me. I really wished it would of lasted forever, but we can’t have Halloween forever. Or can we?:evillaugh: lol Anyway… That’s all for now. I’d give you an update on my life, but nothing new is going on yet. Just the usual. Looking for jobs and well… I decided on a date to take my permit test again, so hopefully I’ll be able to get that done. I’m not going to rush myself, but this is really something that I should get out of the way. Otherwise I’ll just keep worrying about it, and that’s no good. Other than that though, I just have a bunch of unfinished things to be done. Oh! I’m going bowling this weekend with the guys and girls from my church. All around college age. I hope I’ll enjoy myself this weekend, but we’ll see where that goes. I’ve also really been in the mood for working on my art again, so let’s cross our fingers that I’ll actually get something done for a change.=D

Seeya later!;)

~Caro


-----------

Hey guys! I just wanted to know. How many of you that watch me are Shadouge fans? Because the :iconshadougewriters: club that has been inactive for quite a while is now up and running again. If any one of you are interested in writing stories for it or would like to support it, please feel free to head over there and find out more about it. Also, if you know any of your friends that are fans of that pairing, please don't hesitate to ask them.

--------


Info on Dojinshi series:

My friend :iconblaze-fire-kitty:, :iconmewcinnamon: , and I are trying to put a team together to work on a dojinshi series. The series are based around cats but it’s genres are mystery, horror, fantasy, and romance. The name of the first series we’ll be working on is called Tokubetsu no Densetsu (aka Special's Legend). Also, we may be working on other projects in the near future.

We already have someone to write and draw the light novel, as well as two editors ( me & :iconmewcinnamon:). However, we’re still looking for someone for computer programming to put the visual novel together, and someone who can make the art for the game.

If anyone is interested in joining, keep in mind that you’ll need to be available online often and willing to put a lot of work and commitment into this project. Also, if you have any questions or concerns, please feel free to send a not or message to :icon blaze-fire-kitty: or email her at x3fernyx3@gmail.com.


~*Close Friends on DA*~

:iconallhailshadow::iconshadowthehedgehogzx::iconamigurl::iconciel-hedgehog: :iconshadowpwnlord9999::iconblaze-fire-kitty::iconcaligurl1225::iconcaroamy::iconnaetara-the-turtle::iconcarkki::iconsonicstorm2::iconsummergal7::iconpunjabijoka::iconsaia-kirr::icondarkshelby101::iconsheikra-th::iconcnc16::iconshadows-angel-zia11::iconshadouge4eva::iconfurox::iconmel-meiko-mei-ling::icontopazcandy::iconextwist::iconsirensoul-alchemist::iconjames319::iconshadowamypunk::icontheshowstopperlive::iconmalicona::iconmm-12::iconlaraganone::iconlunar-cloud::iconpichulover20::iconprinsess-blaze: :iconflyingmonkeyofoz::iconainashadox::iconbloomblitz::icontaleea:


~*Clubs I'm in*~

:iconshadougewriters: :iconshadow-lovers-club: :iconamyfans: :iconsapphire-passion: :iconshadowxrouge: :iconfeifanclub: :iconsonicunleashedfans:


~*Stories I've written*~

~:bulletblue: Finding Sonic:bulletblue: ~

Prologue: [link]
Chp. 1: [link]
Chp. 2: [link]
Chp 3: [link]
Chp. 4: [link]
Chp. 5: [link]
Chp. 6: [link]
Chp. 7: [link]
Chp. 8: [link]
Chp. 9: [link]
Chp.10: [link]
Chp.11: [link]
Chp.12: [link]
Chp.13: [link]
Chp.14: [link]

~:bulletblue:Finding Sonic 2:bulletblue:~

Chapter 1: [link]
Chapter 2: [link]

~:bulletred: Return of Metal Sonic :bulletred:~

Chp.1: [link]
Chp.2: [link]
Chp.3: [link]
Chp.4: [link]
Chp.5: [link]
Chp.6: [link]
Chp.7: [link]

~:bulletred:Shadow’s Love For Another:bulletred:~

Note: I'm planning to revise the entire story, but I will keep the old one on here for now.

Chp.1: [link]
Chp.2: [link]
Chp.3: [link]
Chp.4: [link]
Chp.5: [link]
Chp.6: [link]
Chp.7: [link]
Chp.8: [link]


~:bulletred:The Adventures of Caroline & Shadow:bulletred:~

Chp. 1: [link]
Chp.2: [link]
Chp.3: [link]
Chp4: [link]
Chp5: [link]
Chp.6: [link]
Chp.7: [link]
Chp.8: [link]
Chp.9: [link]
Chp.10: [link]
Chp.11: [link]
Epilogue: [link]

~:bulletred: My Shadouge Story (oneshot) :bulletred:~

[link]

~:bulletpurple: What ever Happened to Blaze? :bulletpurple:~
Chp.1: [link]

:snowflake: Sonic Christmas Story:snowflake:

Chapter 1: [link]

Chapter 2: [link]


:bulletblue:My Sonic Unleashed Story (still needs a title ^^; ):bulletblue:

Chapter 1: [link]
Chapter 2: [link]

Life

Tue Oct 13, 2009, 10:27 AM
  • Mood: Hope
  • Listening to: Natalie Grant-Back at my Heart
  • Reading: making sure my journal sounds ok
  • Watching: Bleach ( mi favorito XD)
  • Playing: Starfox Adventures
  • Eating: cantaloupe
  • Drinking: water
Hey everyone!:wave:

I just thought I'd let you know a little of what's been going on with me. And no, I haven't been drawing as of late. I just haven't been feeling like it. However, There is some good news for me. I might get a job at Gamestop (video game store for those who don't know). Yesterday I had an interview with the assistant manager and I think I did pretty well.:) I have a few second thoughts about it, but I know whatever happens is for a reason. Hopefully I'll get the job, but we'll see. It's actually only for seasonal help, but if I get the job then maybe they'll keep me there longer. I won't get too ahead of myself though. I have to wait at least 3 weeks or so until they tell me if I'm hired or not. There's still a lot of other people to be interviewed. It's still good to be positive though, or at least that's what everyone keeps telling me in my family.^^; It's just hard to stay positive when you don't know what's going to happen, but I'll just have to try.:)

Also, something happened last week that kind of changed my view on going to school. Even though I don't know what I'm doing, I still need to go to College to educate myself, otherwise all my knowledge will go away, and I can't have that happening or things will become harder for me like they are now. I agreed that I need to at least take one class so that I can start getting used to it again and then take more when I feel comfortable. Lately, not going to college this semester has kind of threw me off and I've been feeling more depressed. So getting out of the house needs to be my main priority. Staying at home all the time really does get to you.

I'm not quite sure what else there is to say really, except that I've been going to a college girl's small group at my church. Not many people have shown up yet since we just started, but I think it's a good way for me to get out of the house and learn a little something. I wasn't thinking this way before though. I kept feeling like every time I went I had to open up, but really I don't. Unless I have something to say or really feel the need to say something, then I will. But if not, I should just relax. Otherwise I'll just make myself all anxious like the last time and end up crying when I get home. Which honestly, isn't helpful for me or my family (mostly my mom.^^;). If you can't tell already, I'm a really emotional person and little things like saying something in a group is a big challenge for me.

What I really struggle with is being confident in myself and believing that I can do something. Then there's admitting that nobodies perfect so I shouldn't expect myself to be perfect either. It's going to take awhile to make some changes in my life, but no matter what I have to keep trying.

Well I think that's about it for now.

Thanks to those who read this and for those who watch my work.:) I appreciate it.:hug:

ttyl

~Caro


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Hey guys! I just wanted to know. How many of you that watch me are Shadouge fans? Because the :iconshadougewriters: club that has been inactive for quite a while is now up and running again. If any one of you are interested in writing stories for it or would like to support it, please feel free to head over there and find out more about it. Also, if you know any of your friends that are fans of that pairing, please don't hesitate to ask them.

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Info on Dojinshi series:

My friend :iconblaze-fire-kitty:, :iconmewcinnamon: , and I are trying to put a team together to work on a dojinshi series. The series are based around cats but it’s genres are mystery, horror, fantasy, and romance. The name of the first series we’ll be working on is called Tokubetsu no Densetsu (aka Special's Legend). Also, we may be working on other projects in the near future.

We already have someone to write and draw the light novel, as well as two editors ( me & :iconmewcinnamon:). However, we’re still looking for someone for computer programming to put the visual novel together, and someone who can make the art for the game.

If anyone is interested in joining, keep in mind that you’ll need to be available online often and willing to put a lot of work and commitment into this project. Also, if you have any questions or concerns, please feel free to send a not or message to :icon blaze-fire-kitty: or email her at x3fernyx3@gmail.com.

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~*Close Friends on DA*~

:iconallhailshadow::iconshadowthehedgehogzx::iconamigurl::iconciel-hedgehog: :iconshadowpwnlord9999::iconblaze-fire-kitty::iconcaligurl1225::iconcaroamy::iconnaetara-the-turtle::iconcarkki::iconsonicstorm2::iconsummergal7::iconpunjabijoka::iconsaia-kirr::icondarkshelby101::iconsheikra-th::iconcnc16::iconshadows-angel-zia11::iconshadouge4eva::iconfurox::iconmel-meiko-mei-ling::icontopazcandy::iconextwist::iconsirensoul-alchemist::iconjames319::iconshadowamypunk::icontheshowstopperlive::iconmalicona::iconmm-12::iconlaraganone::iconlunar-cloud::iconpichulover20::iconprinsess-blaze: :iconflyingmonkeyofoz::iconainashadox::iconbloomblitz::icontaleea:


~*Clubs I'm in*~

:iconshadougewriters: :iconshadow-lovers-club: :iconamyfans: :iconsapphire-passion: :iconshadowxrouge: :iconfeifanclub: :iconsonicunleashedfans:


~*Stories I've written*~

~:bulletblue: Finding Sonic:bulletblue:~

Prologue: [link]
Chp. 1: [link]
Chp. 2: [link]
Chp 3: [link]
Chp. 4: [link]
Chp. 5: [link]
Chp. 6: [link]
Chp. 7: [link]
Chp. 8: [link]
Chp. 9: [link]
Chp.10: [link]
Chp.11: [link]
Chp.12: [link]
Chp.13: [link]
Chp.14: [link]


~:bulletblue:Finding Sonic 2:bulletblue:~

Chapter 1: [link]
Chapter 2: [link]


~:bulletred: Return of Metal Sonic :bulletred:~

Chp.1: [link]
Chp.2: [link]
Chp.3: [link]
Chp.4: [link]
Chp.5: [link]
Chp.6: [link]
Chp.7: [link]


~:bulletred:Shadow’s Love For Another:bulletred:~

Note: I'm planning to revise the entire story, but I will keep the old one on here for now.

Chp.1: [link]
Chp.2: [link]
Chp.3: [link]
Chp.4: [link]
Chp.5: [link]
Chp.6: [link]
Chp.7: [link]
Chp.8: [link]


~:bulletred:The Adventures of Caroline & Shadow:bulletred:~

Chp. 1: [link]
Chp.2: [link]
Chp.3: [link]
Chp4: [link]
Chp5: [link]
Chp.6: [link]
Chp.7: [link]
Chp.8: [link]
Chp.9: [link]
Chp.10: [link]
Chp.11: [link]
Epilogue: [link]


~:bulletred: My Shadouge Story (oneshot) :bulletred:~

[link]


~:bulletpurple: What ever Happened to Blaze? :bulletpurple:~
Chp.1: [link]


:snowflake: Sonic Christmas Story:snowflake:

Chapter 1: [link]

Chapter 2: [link]


:bulletblue:My Sonic Unleashed Story (still needs a title ^^; ):bulletblue:

Chapter 1: [link]
Chapter 2: Finally done!:phew:XD Go right ahead and check it out if you haven't already.;) [link]

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